since i’ve been out of school for about 6 months now, i have forgotten how rewarding it is to type up something. all that i write is just an outpour of what is going on in my brain. of course, essays and college papers can’t compare to what i’m writing right now. they require much more than just opinions and unpolished thoughts.
i enjoy sharing my thoughts. i think that was my problem in school. i never had the freedom to share what i thought or even what i thought i thought. it was always a system of memorizing the thoughts of the professor and relaying them through an essay back to him. it got old.
it also got old not having an outlet to speak through. i have music, and i share a lot of myself through lyrics, but that isn’t direct. the language of lyric can be very obscure. the things i write about are pure thought. no melodies, or string to cut through. just pure thought. so the purpose of this post and the purpose of this blog is to express.
have you ever taken the meyers briggs personality test? my personality type is isfj. to some those are just letters. an isfj is known as the nurturer. one of my weaknesses is not dealing with my own needs due to the strong desire in me to put others first. i’m really bad at expressing myself, because i am the listener. i am the observer. i am the bystander.
this whole experiment of posting my daily thoughts is helping a lot. its helping me get down the things that are going on in my brain. as pointless as my thoughts may seem to you, this is super therapeutic and almost necessary for myself to be heard and put my needs to be heard first for a moment.
everyone should take the meyers briggs test. you can find a questionnaire HERE.